Asli Sardar

She woke up with so much of apprehension cos she knew that she was going to have a tough day ahead.The idea of Exam that too after a 5 hour journey did not excite her at all.Nevertheless she was soon all set to face it.She reached the subway by quarter to 6 in the morning and kept waiting for her train to arrive.What she hated the most was the waiting part.Unlike any other hour of the day the place was calm with only 2-3 people around.She kept observing them.2 of them left within 5 minutes and only one was left behind.The one left behind seemed to be a guy in his early 20's.But there was something about this guy which looked deceptive.So she stayed there silent and tried not having any eye contact with him.He seemed to be high.Thank goodness God has given this amazing ability to woman to read the dirty look on a man's face or the deceptiveness in the opposite sex.She kept off from the guy in every possible way.But the guy would not give up on her that easily.He tried initiating a conversation with her but then when it didn't work out and all his attempts failed he started abusing her and then went on with the dirty talk.This sent shivers and tremors down the girls spine.She didn't know what to do how to escape.She could not even shout out for help as the place looked isolated and it would be of no help.Its then she made her first move she started walking without looking back.But the guy followed her she could sense his footsteps and the verbal abuse continued.She saw a store down there opening right at that time.She walked as fast as possible into it.It was some cloth store relating winter wear and stuff.The guy didn't have the guts to get in.But as soon as she entered her tolerance level reached the point 0 and when she knew she could do nothing about it she broke down.She cried her heart out.She was still scared ,trembling with fear.The fear of not doing anything wrong but being chased by such a prick.The owner of the store rushed to her and asked what went wrong and if she's okay.She looked onto who it was.He was the owner of the store an Indian Sardar a middle aged man who looked 40ish.She told him whatever had happened.On hearing the whole thing the Sardar went out of the store to  check out if the guy was still out there.He realized that the guy was still peeking in.He chased the guy and the guy soon escaped from there.The Sardar got back into the store and calmed down the girl.He offered her water and called up her brother so that she would return back home safe.On noticing that the girl was still scared.He said "Aapko darna nahi chahiye kyunki aap ek sardar kay saath ho".She was moved and that touched her heart.
    Have you ever thought we make so much of fun about Sardars around us just because of the way they dress up or their turban or whatever.We question their intelligence.But the next time you do it remember you're the biggest loser on this planet.Sardars are the most honest,kind-hearted and intelligent people.My dad once told me that if you search all over India you wont find a single Sardar who earns his livelihood by begging.Its true they are the most hard working and not to forget brave than any one else.Don't insult or underestimate people when you don't know them well enough -.-And to such pricks who keep chasing girls making girls scared and all these acts would not make you a real man.Well,no perhaps it would not even make you man and if you're high on alcohol or some shit like that.Go rest your case at home and ruin your own life rather than endangering others -.- And to all those people who keep mocking Sardars remember the next time you make fun of Sardars out there or try to pass some of those crappy Santa Banta forward messages slap yoursef.You sure deserve it.

That old man had a tale

Basically this is about something that I have experienced yesterday morning which moved me and made think hell lot of things.

So yesterday morning like any other day I started off to University.As usual I knew I would get late.Don't blame me.Blame these Kingston buses they always arrive late.So I was just waiting in this station for bus.Only then I happened to see an old man arriving.He stood next to me.He might be around 75ish.He was trying to tell me something.But I could not get it firstly so I just preferred to nod my head with a smile.But when I suddenly started staring down I noticed his feet.Those fingers of his feet were bleeding.That's when I started examining him closely I noticed that even his hands were injured and were in a bad state.It was then I started paying attention to whatever he was saying.He told me that all his life he had been striving for the welfare and good future of his children.It was only 2 years that his wife passed away.And his children who were in a really good position now had abandoned him cos he would fall sick all the time and this was getting on their nerves.He told me that he would keep walking on roads and keep travelling not knowing where his destination was.The other day when he kept walking the same way a small accident occurred and he fell down and was left with all those injuries.He didn't even have a single penny with him even to take the minimum first aid.I was moved by whatever he said.It brought tears to my eyes that people have become so selfish that they cant even take good care of their own parents.Its at that time I saw my bus arriving and all I could do is place a 10$ note in his hand and leave with a heavy heart.

Whatever this world has come to :/ I don't care or give a darn if you 're successful or billionaire or famous/celebrity anything.You 're nothing but a successful loser if you cant take care of your parents.That tale of this old man taught me a lesson.All you folks reading this think for yourself.How many times you must have let down your parents who never gave up on you.Even your best friend/boy friend/partner/girl friend/wife/husband/siblings would give up on you but they never would.Even if you cant make them happy at least don't make them cry.Don't abandon them when they are old.That's when they need you the most.Even you would turn old some day nobody is young forever until you are a vampire or something unrealistic.Get a reality check give them hope when they 're down.Even animals are good at this.They never hurt their parents then why have we become like this?

It's all about Priorities

Some people are just so adorable you wish you could hide them from everyone else so they would only be your friend.Did this ever occur to you?Did it ever happen to you that you get insecure when certain people in your life get close to others?Even though you yourself introduced that 3rd person to your friend?So what is it basically insecurity,jealousy,possessiveness?Whatever it might be I'm sure most of us must have experienced this in their lives sooner or latter.

                              So coming to my part of the story.I basically had this best friend of mine whom I happened to introduce to another really good friend of me.Eventually things were all right.But then sooner or later I started feeling somethings going wrong.I didn't know whether it was my misconception or whether I was right.This best friend of mine who used to tell me everything [almost EVERYTHING] started hiding things.He started talking to my friend everyday and he would never let me know about all this.I wonder why *sigh*.And I would get to know about these things from the 3rd person [The friend I introduced to him].What I didn't like is the fact that I'm getting to know things of MY so called best friend from some other person.Frankly speaking this was the first time I was going through all this.Cos always I felt people who were important to me gave me equally enough importance too.I could not digest the fact that MY best friend is getting closer to someone else.I know it sounds kiddish but we can never get over certain human emotions.Usually when I cant face certain situations in life I try to escape from them by avoiding them.So I started avoiding the two of them.Though they both are still my friends I don't talk to them the way I used to before maybe I never can.I don't know if its right or wrong but I find this the easiest way out .Mostly when I don't like people assume myself to be an attention seeker or jealous retard.Though I'm sure most of you all must have already given me that title in your head.

                             Why do we have to feel this way?Why do we want people whom we have known since a long time or been close with to give the first priority to us?Why cant we take it when they're happy with somebody else.Or maybe we can take it but we cant be happy.This feeling sucks it really does.During such times we subject the person to be bad.But the truth is that situations/circumstances change people and its not their fault.Its not necessary that people who 're close to you now should only stay with you forever.Of course they have a life beyond you.Even though its bitter its the truth.Who knows maybe at some point of time in life even you ended up making somebody feeling the same way like its happening with you?

Unsent letter to a TRUE FRIEND

     Do you have that one person in your life who had always been your "true friend".The one who never back stabbed you.The one with whom you have those in numerous meaningless and lame talks.The one you cant go a day with out talking.The one who does not show he/she really cares for you but makes you feel it.The one who keeps mocking you with those silly names.The one who keeps reminding you all the time that you are younger than him just to annoy you :P The one whose silliest joke can bring a smile on your face.The one whom you can actually fight with like you do it with your sibling.The one who ll never let you down.The one who wastes his rc just to give you advices.The one who knows your flaws and your positive shades too.The one who'll share their problems with you without hesitating that you would let others know about it.In other words trusts you blindly.The one who acts like he's a complete geekiest and doesn't care about any darn thing but is emotional than anyone else.The one with whom you can act completely kiddish and at the same time completely mature with.The one whose play list is exactly similar to that of yours and often ends up blaming you that you 're the one who stole his phone .The one who gives you the feeling that you 've known each other forever.The one who would read this and feel did she really write this for me :)) And yeah the one who keeps it drama free.The one to whom I hate admitting all this stuff  about cos we never act so lovey dovey :P

 Well now that I 've admitted all this I ll certainly accept the fact that I do have one such friend.[Yeah Abhinav Balwa you're one].And all these qualities in him makes him different from the rest.We don't go on and on like we love each other or we care for each other a lot.But I 'm sure deep down both of us know all this.Some of our lame talks go on like this.

^^That's my fav pic of yours now.And my editing makes it look more good ACCEPT IT.

He : Morni :D
Me :Night [cos its night at my place when its morning over his]
He : Duh I was talking about female peacock.
Me :How can you be so lame?
He :Certainly not more than you.
Me :Admit it you 're the lamest.

He :Work chor.
Me :Tu hoga chor -____-
He :Chal chal kaam kar jab dheko subah shaam fb .
Me :Chal na you 're jobless anyway.
 

Me :See you 're able to edit pics so well just 'cos of me.
He :Credit ki bhukki
Me :Doob mar

He:Swimming aati hai.

Me :Ocean main dooba dungi
He :Ocean bhi Indian hai. It'll favor me. Indian ocean. Not Canadian. :-P:-P
Me :Lame joke chup ho jaa.

     And so now this being your 18th Birthday.I would just like to tell you.Have fun enjoy it to the core and I feel blessed to have you in my life.And I love the fact that you come online especially for me and don't talk much to others cos I just don't want anyone else to realise how amazing you are.Okay I admit that's too much now :P And I wont give you advices like don't change and crap cos I know you wont and even if you want to change I wont allow you to.And here goes one such rare moment where in I want to also tell you "You really mean a lot to me and I love you for everything ".And I want you to be happy no matter what cos you 've had enough of everything [you know what I mean :P ]


P.S :You 're the only person who feel my Hindi is cute :D Yes yes I had to mention that :P
2.Take an oath that from this birthday you wont call me chotu,kurti,matki,chutki.But I ll call you Halwa,Jalwa :D Cos I love calling you with those names.And Stop saying I 'm jealous all the time.I 'm purely NOT.

          

Why ME ??

 Allrite as soon as you guys read the title.I am sure 99.9   % of the people [Though so many people dont read my blog] :P would 've definitely thought that it should n't be why me and its gotto be try me?But letme tell you I 've tried enough each and every time but end up asking the same question to myself and i.e why me.I know I should use more of punctuations but kindly ignore it cos I 'm in no mood to correct anything.

            So the point is how suddenly somebody you 've been friends with since ages can start blaming you and just cant take a joke like a joke.And ruin everything just cos of a silly joke.C'mon we arent kids anymore GROW UP FFS.If you 're egoistical enough to let somebody go even after they apologise then let me tell you its your bloody fault and not the other person's cos they atleast made an attempt to sort out things unlike you.And their apology is just cos they value the relationship more than the silliest fight.But its true you should never apologise when you 're not wrong cos few egoistical people might take advantage of it.So first time I learned a lesson NEVER APOLOGISE FOR BEING REAL.No matter how important the other person might be in your life.Anyway we have had enough of this shit the truth is NobodyReallyCares.

Sometimes  I wish people never took me for granted.Darn why me????????   Anyway for whomever this might concern I just want to tell you I 've tried each and every means to sort out things & always been there for you.Even though you dont consider me to be your friend now.So its just gotto be a final good bye buddy :) Sometimes its better to leave the broken pieces the way they 're than to try to fix them back and hurt yourself.           
            Today I don't feel like doing anything.I just want to have some peace of mind and enjoy my last Day in Toronto.Don't feel like talking to anyone.Isnt it ironical how one silly issue can spoil your good day. :(

   

A little bit stronger

So today is one such unusual day when I'm really happy and updating my blog.Cos I often somehow end up updating my blog when I'm sad.Anyway I didn't sleep the whole night cos I dont really know.Insomnia is taking over me these days.Then something that made my day awesome today  was talking to my best friends Suja and Akhil after a really really long time.Yes no matter how serious life gets we constantly need the ones with whom we can act completely stupid with and I love them both for this.Then as usual talked to Samrith.Calling him with his actual name really makes me feel weird cos I 'm so used to mock him with freaking annoying names.Today something just made me realise that I 'm actually so content with my family and friends that even when somebody new enters into my life I feel they just dont fit in cos I feel I already 've awesome people in my life.I know this is wrong and I 'm working to change this attitude of mine.

                        

                                 

                                 And then I went on a walk with my brother not cos I need to loose my weight but cos I was bored and I love long walks.Might be I would end up my day giving a party to my friends cos they have been nagging from many days that I never gave them a treat on my result.I 've been just thinking how different my life would be from next week.Will I be able to make some good friends cos I swear making new friends had never been easy for me but somehow I end up making good friends?Will I get adapted to that city?Will I be able to stay happily without my family .I dont really think so cos I never faced such situation in my life.Anyway I 'm just keeping my fingers crossed and I hope everything goes well and  all that I know is I need to get used to all these changes now.Anyway sayonara cos my starbucks vanilla double shot is waiting for me right now :)

Unsent letter to soul sister

 Kishu,

Well to start off it all started with a friend request on orkut :D Yeah as usual I saw some of your post in 1993 and I sent you a request.Initially I would feel omg this girl is so full of attitude and I dont know from where on earth I got this feeling  which makes me laugh now.But soon I realised that my first impression about her was wrong.We became really good friends then with time.The duration of our chats only increased from minutes to long lasting hours.

          I still remember how we used to stalk Jallu [only she can understand who it is] And OMG those awesome conferences which me you and Tanmay used to have are unforgettable.And how could I forget the epic swayamvara .I ll never forgive you and your ex husband for the way you betrayed us i.e me and Samrithwa:)) And how we used to keep talking about our guys and start cussing them when we are all out of love or about to break up :P Its true boy friends leave soul sisters dont ;)

 Yay cos I edited this pic of yours :P

             There used to be a time when we would continuously chat even for about 7-8 hours i.e non stop and I wonder what we would talk so much about.In short we 've shared our moments of happiness,sadness,funtimes,turned our sadness to happiness many a times in our lives.                                                                     

  We have had our ups and downs misunderstandings,fights,the not talking to each other part to for few days.But all this has just brought us closer.I just want to tell you I dont want to get you influenced by anything in the world.I want you just the way you are and how you have always been.Cos thats what makes you awesome.And kindly screw my means or ways of expressing things and my grammar too :D The only thing  I want to let you know is I love you and when I look back ages from now I still want the both of 'US' to remain the same :D That is K SISTERS now and forever.The credit for the name goes to Sona :)